The Tenth Muse

I am currently experiencing bloggers block so I decided to put up my first blog from Tumblr.

• I felt the sudden urge to put something into writing. I just became overwhelmed with such urgency to put my thoughts somewhere where I could view them later. Now that this time is upon me I am finding myself quite at a loss for words. It is odd how I draw inspiration from the people in my life, yet I can never find inspiration in myself. Those who surround me are such animated, and verbose individuals that I sometimes don't even need to think for myself. Maybe this is where I get my creativity from. Their personalities spark my imagination and before I know it I am at a point where I don't even remember putting my thoughts into context. So I am creative yet not inspiring. Then again maybe it is not such an easy feat to be inspired by yourself. With a modest ego, it is hard to see yourself as anything more than ordinary. We are not the same to anyone else as we are to ourselves. You could be perceived as the most magnificent human being in the eyes of someone else but in your mind you may distinguish yourself as completely ordinary and unremarkable. So I have come to my own rescue and have concluded that your actions influence your surroundings and the actions of others as well. Inspiration comes full circle. We reflect off of one another. Our personalities clash, harmonize, and forge emotions creating the world in which we draw inspiration.